I still think there is a slight twinge of dissappointment for Steph that Keanu Reeves or Bon Jovi or the like didn't show up in the Paddocks that faithful day in 2002, you never know things might have turned out quite differently. Luckly for me that didn't happen and after 5 or so years (it already feels like a life time looking back) we're about to celebrate our married life together.
Alot has happened in the last 5 years, I'm sure alot will happen in the next 5 too, but if I look back on everything I'm glad I had someone as loving, caring and supportive as Steph in my life. She has such an ability of knowing exactly what seemingly small thing to say or do when someone needs it the most. I don't think she gives herself enough credit for the joy she brings to the lives of those around her. She is always thoughtful and kind and putting other peoples feelings before her own.
I'm never one for indept planning of things (Steph is way better at that than I am) so I've never had a grand master plan in life, I'm more of a take each day as it comes type of person. Though if I ask myself, "could things have turned out any better?", I really don't think they could. I've found the one person who makes everything make sence and my life is so much more complete with her in it. And as for the future, I'm sure life is going to be as random as ever but nothing in it worries me, I've found my soulmate. Though God, if your reading this a few numbers in the lotto wouldn't go astray. ;-)