To Sarah (10-7-2001)

What have I become?
This jealous monster
What have I become?
This paranoid freak
What have I become?
An empty shell
What is it I feel?
Anger.
Pain.
Love.
Rejection.
Lost.
Angry at myself, my self-centered self.
Pain for what I've done, and what's
been done in the name of good intentions.
Love.
Rejected as a friend, no longer needed/
wanted - I remind too much.
Lost. Lonely. Surrounded by people,
empty inside.
This is me.